Jaesuk : Because I Love You

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3 min readJul 22, 2021

Jaehyuk — Hyunsuk
Hurt/comfort
bxb

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Hyunsuk meets him again.

His first love. His first broken heart.

Yoon Jaehyuk, the man who had made him fall at first sight.

The thing that Hyunsuk couldn’t forget the most was when suddenly his tears fell when their eyes met for the first time. And Hyunsuk already realized that he had fallen in love, to the one and only, Yoon Jaehyuk

Every time Jaehyuk smiled brightly, it could make Hyunsuk look like a fool. How every time he falls into Jaehyuk’s beautiful smile, how every time his love grows bigger when Jaehyuk calls his name with a voice that can always make his heart melt.

Jaehyuk turned his world so beautiful and so bright. Hyunsuk’s world seemed to be full of pinks, flowers blooming along the way he walked with Jaehyuk.

But everything faded to the blue and turned into gray when the soft hands that always held him warm, let go of him leaving Hyunsuk with cold tears that froze his hands and feet so he couldn’t go anywhere. He was stuck there, dreaming about Jaehyuk everyday. Everything was never the same again when Jaehyuk left him. Leaving only Hyunsuk with his broken heart.

The days that Hyunsuk spent without Jaehyuk made him realize that this man was the only one for Hyunsuk.

The man who is now standing on the other side is wearing the denim jacket he gave him on Jaehyuk’s birthday, the first year after they started dating. The sunglasses covering his eyes dropped slightly to meet their gazes, making Hyunsuk get his world back.

Jaehyuk approaches Hyunsuk who’s already in tears, his hands covering his mouth in disbelief at the presence of a Yoon Jaehyuk.

Yoon Jaehyuk who he always misses.

“Jaehyuk, is it really you? Am I not dreaming?”

The younger shakes his head with the bright smile that Hyunsuk always misses. His smile looks so sparkling that it makes Hyunsuk’s eyes tear up. Melting chunks of longing that flowed through his tears.

“I am back, hyung…” Jaehyuk says, “do i still have a chance to get back to you?”

Hyunsuk hugs the man in front of him as if he doesn’t want to let go again. Never. Hyunsuk will never let him go again.

“You always have a place in my heart, you know.” Hyunsuk whispers with trembling lips.

“I am sorry, hyung.. I am sorry…” Jaehyuk wipes the tears on his cheeks.

“No…” Hyunsuk shakes his head, “Don’t say sorry. You’re back, thank you. Thank you for coming back to me” he sobs. It feels like a dream, Hyunsuk can hear Jaehyuk’s voice again, whispering clearly right in his ear.

Jaehyuk kisses his forehead affectionately, reassuring Hyunsuk that he is really back. And Jaehyuk came back to him for good.

“Why are you crying, hyung?” Jaehyuk chuckles and wipes the tears.

Hyunsuk looks so cute with the red on his nose and both of his cheeks, making Jaehyuk close the distance to showering him with the kisses to stop the eldest from crying.

“Thank you for waiting and accepting me back,” Jaehyuk look at him intently, his thumb gently caresses Hyunsuk’s flushed cheek. “I thought you hated me and….”

“No! It’s impossible! I miss you like crazy!” he says in frustrated. “How can I hate you, you will always be my only love, Jaehyuk…” then Hyunsuk says quietly.

“Now and forever, we’ll never be apart again, hyung. I promise. I love you, Hyunsuk-hyung…”

Hyunsuk nods and lets Jaehyuk pull him into his embrace. A warm hug that always makes spring in his heart.

Now his pink memories come back as Yoon Jaehyuk returns to his arms.

Hyunsuk’s wait was not in vain. For Jaehyuk he will wait until whenever. Because he only loves him and the way he realizes, he exists only for Yoon Jaehyuk, to love only him until forever.

fin.

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